| "Diagnosis: Emptiness" by Willow |
There is a time I was a child
Though I can't remember this
There was a time when I was young
That's the way they say it is
I must accept the information
They give me 'bout my youth
Without it there is emptiness
And that's the total truth
The fact is I remember not
Years within my life
I've only bits and pieces
And of those I cannot write
I went to some professionals
To look into my past
They came to their conclussions
Then set about their task
Now if you treat the symptoms
The disease will still exist
But what if you treat the disease
And the symptoms yet persist?
It seems something is wrong
When this is the case
So I look for a ray
But I see not a trace
Time passes by as symptoms increase
Depression, fear, anxiety,
And dreams that are recurring
Which make no sense to me
I once thought of suicide
As a permanent solution
It seemed the perfect answer
To the painful evolution
Then I took a husband
And he and I conceived
Two perfect little miracles
Whom are a part of me
I know for me to take my life
Would end their lives as well
And the permanent solution
Means an eternity of hell
So I learned how to act
As if I am okay
No longer acting on and off
I do it every single day
It used to be I could not act
When symptoms were extreme
And the voices in my head
Would make me fighting mean
Now putting on the perfect act
Has made me so alone
And how I yearn to have the strength
To share the pain I've known
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