| "alone in a crowded house" by roxie |
alone in a crowded house
no room to stretch my legs
look around, so crowded
but for closeness my heart begs
my aloneness aches inside
till i can't see "them" anymore
soon, before i know it
i'm banging on death's door
i want to die, i ache so much
don't want to think of them
alone in this crowded house
i just want this pain to end
don't remind me of the others
it hardly seems it's fair
i don't want to remember
cause there's freedom over there
here there's just aloneness
even in a house so full
they can't hold me close
to me it feels so cruel
you tell me what i have to do
for them always for them
tired oh god so tired
can't go around again
let me just forget them
let me out for good
i can't do the things i must
i can't do the things i should
i can't be who i am
i can't be who i ain't
i can't be who i used to was
i can't live with this hate
let me out let me be free
i can't do it anymore
goddammit let me go
this living is a chore
hear my silent screams
don't want to know of them
i'm alone here in my hell
it's never going to end
this crowded house i'm livin in
will never hold me close
and the alone i feel inside
has stolen all my hope
the voices now are silent
my screams are all i hear
and the weight that's on my chest
even blocks my fear
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